Well seeing as that I've been regrettably neglecting with my comments on all of your posts, I've come up with a way for us to get reacquainted. You don't have to answer everything if you don't want, only things your comfortable with. ^_^

1. What's your name?
2. Favorite color? If you have one?
3. Where do you reside?
4. Veggie or Meat eater?
5. Do you have a pet?
6. Guilty pleasures?
7. Let me see your pretty face! post a picture! (only if you want)

And if you want to know anything about me, just ask what you like! ^_^

This is so awesome. I'm currently doing this update from my phone. That's right, my phone. LOL i love this! I was way overdue for a (legit) new cell and carrier, TMobile was getting on my nerves and Cingular had some nice offers that TMobile couldn't beat. At first i wanted to get the Pantec Matrix but after doing somemore research on what else they had to offer, i eneded up with the LG Xenon. So worth it. Moving on. It's the end off the semester and as much as i want to say the finals are kicking my ass, they're really not. The only classes that i really care for are english and human sexuality. Those are the ones thaty worry me.
Brandon and his band "Earth to Windmill" had it's debut gig at The Dragon's Den, unfortunately thanks to one shitty coworker, i ended up missing their set because i was at work, and a spent the shift damn near homicidial. But after i went to their aferpaty and had a good time.
So along with getting a slew (ok, i know i using the right worf that i want, but idk if that really the right spelling for this context...) of new Doctors, i'm figuring that i should just go ahead and tell them that they should get my vaccine ready cause with my luck i'll get a strain of the piggy flu that'll turn me into Pennelope (the movie) but ith the extra floppy ears. :^P All the hype that's surrounding this new developement is
Startoing to get a bit redicilous. there's even been talk in Egypt about killing and getting rid of all the pigs in the cointry. And then people over here are flipping their shit over it when in all actuality there's nothing too different from it than the normal flu. The only thing is, is that there's no vaccine for it yet. Hmm, ok maybe i should restate me statement, what i mean to say is that people are flipping put over the flu strain itself, and they're missing the point that there isn't a vaccine made for it. Long story short ,its getting annoying.
So since school's letting out, and they're kicking me out of my dorms, i'm going to be staying with my dad for the summer.

I've been working the entire week and I have to say that tomorrow and Friday is gonna be a much deserved off day. I just got back into the dorms a few minutes ago, I usually to the guy at the front desk who's always there when I come back from the night shift, but tonight I couldn't bare to stand up for too much longer. My legs, feet, and back are killing me. We were totally swamped with sorority girls, frat boys, and little kids - a good number of them were in cute blue tutus. Now there being a constant stream of people wanting food and yogurt is nothing new and I'm now used to dealing with it, what makes tonight different is that my manager's "new addition" to the building is causing so many problems. The new addition, is now canceling out the rest of the food menu so once all the food is gone we're not gonna replace it. So all these people come in wanting food and we can't give it to them cause we're missing the vast majority of the ingredients to make these dishes. ANYWAY!

I'm more than hoping that I'll be able to get some sleep tonight, seeing as that i haven't been getting too much sleep the past few nights. I don't really know what it is that's keeping me awake. I thought it was stress at first; what with mom being diagnosed with a strain of MSRA staph and she being Gramps' main caretaker, I am a bit worried about the both of them, but compared to past reactions, I'm quite calm about this situation. Then I thought it had to do with school work or something related to that, but aside from my english midterm that i took a little over a week ago, I can't recall being worried about anything. Then there was February. Haven't really been thinking on it too much lately, but I don't really think that would be a cause. Ugh. I'm tired of all this thinking it's giving me a headache.

lol oh yea, still on my Dr. Who binge, he's so totally worth my time. XD I'm almost done with the 3rd season and i found out yesterday who the 11th Dr. is gonna be. The bloke named Matt Smith, he's gonna be the youngest ever Doctor at 26 years old. Cute too! XDD He's gonna be taking over David Tennant's role come 2010; Tenneant's gonna be doing 4 specials this year, so I can't wait to get my hands on those!

But anyway, nuff said. For now.

So I wached the new trailers for Transformers: Revenge and Dragonball Evolution. I've been expecting the awesome graphics thats come from the first Transformers movie, but in my opinion Michael Bay is gonna make this one fucking awesome. Definately going to see this one on opening night...hopefully without police accompaniment. As for Dragonball... *sigh*, ok I've been hearing more than a good number of people complaining about just about everything about this movie. True, I have a few things that I'm upset about concerning this movie, but yes they are justtified. Now, I'm not knocking everyone elses complaints, but yes, some of them are quite ridiculous. Anyway, I've spent the past 8 years following the plans and ideas that they've come up with when the notion of this anime as a live-action. Yeah, 8 years does sound like a long time to follow something as trivial as this, but tell a Star Trek or Star Wars fanatic not to pay attention to anything dealing with their the object of their attentions.

The main things that stand out with this movie, is the most important and obvious: Goku is Canadian. Brown harir, green eyes. Not asian. Of ALL the cast that should have asian, this is the one character that should have been asian. But oh well, as long as he doesn't fuck anything up that's all I have to say. Chow Yun-Fat is cast as Master Roshi. I don't know if it's just me or not but when I hear Master Roshi, the loveable stooped old pervert, action fighting actor Chow Yun-Fat does NOT come to mind. So why has this been done? Sure whoever is to play this role they need to know how to hold thier own during a fight, but at least get someone who's closer to body build. If anything, they should have gotten Randall Duk Kim to do this role instead of Grampa Gohan, he did a pretty good job in Matrix: Path of Neo as the Keymaker. Piccolo was actually done pretty well; tall, gruff voice, green, bald... sans the antenna. The antenna is a small price to pay for an accurate character.

I am HIGHLY upset that I have yet to see my one of my favorite characters on the cast list, Krillin. WHERE THE HELL IS KRILLIN!!!

Well, now that I'm done with that, i'm tired, i don't think i did so well on my english midterm. I also have to go to work which is gonna suck cause I'm already echausted.

I really want this situation to be resolved. There have been resolutions that i've come up with, most of which aren't all that appealing [then again, when are decisions made for unpleasant situations appealing?]. So far the one that I can see myself agreeing on, is the one I don't want to do the most. I was talking to Brandon the other night, and it basically came down to just saying fuck it. Fuck it all, and just let it go. But that's where my problems lie, I can't just say fuck it, i can't just leave it alone; it's not within my nature nor within my current interest [contrary to other's opinions].

This is basically the essential definition of my life [that and musical diversity heh]. This is why my life isn't simple, why it can never be simple.

I really shouldn't be left alone to my thoughts, they usually end up being my worst enemy.

oh yeah, work is fun, a little kid dropped a duce in our single use restroom. The toilet is permanently out of order.

I woke this morning utterly awake, unable to go back to sleep for a few more minute like a usually do. staring at the wall, i decided to try to recall what my dream was about; something about hanging out with someone that looked really close to being Obama. I find this odd, i'm not really one to join in on the Obama-mania that running rampant right now, so why?
Then I remembered i basically came up with an entire script in one dream, and now as i sit here typing this, i can't recall what it was. This saddens me. It was really intricate, well laid out with all the right complications that I like to throw in, but now it's all lost to oblivion.

awesome.

Ugh, I was supposed post this yesterday (but I got really busy) and then last night (but I got really tired), and even this morning before I left for work (by then I was just too sluggish). But I'm back in my comfy room, it was seriously a long day... well no not really, I take that back. It actually went pretty quick now that I think about it. Work got off to a bit of a rocky start, the night crew didn't do anything they were supposed to do, so me and another coworker had to rush to try to get most things done before any customers came in. We were also missing an employee who "called in sick" -- seriously, who sends an email as a replacement for a phone call at the very last minute -- so I was by myself on the register. I handled it pretty well, managed not to screw anything up (amazingly). Otherwise it went pretty slow. My manager bought a king cake for us and -- of course -- I had a leg and an arm sticking out of mine.
I was amazed at the size of the baby and my first reaction was "That's a frickin toddler!" My manager comes up behind me and says "well then, looks like you're buying us 2 cakes then." It's was quite funny.

Yesterday was kind of retarded, I finally saw the video for the song "I'm on a boat" I happily laughed. I also found out that the packages that I'd been waiting for for about a month, has been sitting at the campus post office since the end of January, WTF! It took me walking over there to chew them out for them to tell me that they'd had my packages since they'd came in cause their computer had been down since January, and that's why I hadn't gotten any pick up slips in my P.O. Box. So i got my new cell and the text books that I'd been waiting 2 months for, so that's ok.

I've got to drive to BR tomorrow after my classes and then come back down here to be at work on time the next day. Not all that pleased about this set up.

It's Single's Awareness Day. It's another day. It's raining. I've got work.

I never liked it to begin with, ever since I was little. Sure some may think that I'm a bitter person because of today, but no, those who've known me longest know that I don't like this holiday [and that I seriously don't like pink. purple yes, no pink]. I've noticed in the past few years that it's always around this time of year that I get highly annoyed with just the sun coming up [which has actually been happening the past few weeks], so walking down the street, seeing couples going out of their way to put on as much PDA without having full on sex, is going to annoy the fucking hell out of me. I can agree with the couples that prefer to keep it to the bare minimums, expressing themselves with privacy, and even more so with those that prefer not to do anything because yes, it's really just another day. It annoys me even more when others accuse me of not liking it JUST because I don't have a significant other, WTF?

Whatever. Have a good day people.

Right, so it's looking like one of those days where you're scared to walk out of the house for fear of the sky just unzipping and dumping a shitload of rain down on you. But double checking weather.com I saw that there's a really low chance of it raining while I'm out going to classes. So I think I'll be ok.

I'm still trying to decide what day I'm going to make the hour and a half long trip home, cause I've got off from work till...well, tomorrow. But after sunday I've got 3 days off so I think I'll go monday. Meh.

Speaking of work, I've decided that I'm pretty much addicted to my new place of employment, and amazingly enough the customers are tolerable .... for now; I'll enjoy it for now. I get to make milkshakes, smoothies, and bubble tea all day while enjoying the company of some pretty kool co-workers.

Anyway, I've got Human Sexuality in about an hour, haven't really paid attention in about 2 class, but I'm pretty sure that I'm well coevered with just the power point.

Nuff said, for now.

There's music coming from the room that's directly above me. I don't yet know if it's the people who live there that are playing or if they're playing a stereo.... I'm thinking it's them playing themselves. I hope so. They sound really good.

Heh, I'm going to slip a note under their door in a few minutes. =3 I want to hear more of what they have.

why do keep trying? i should really just give up. it's been proven repeatedly that nothing, nothing at all will come of my efforts. every time. i swear to God every time, it ends in me bleeding all over the floor. every fucking time. 3rd time's the charm, my ass. fuck that. i know there's no need for me weather i like it or not. i knew this already. no matter what or how much i change, it's always going to turn out the same. well, no that's not true, it usually hurts more than the one before. that's what i can expect. i can expect the pain. can always depend on the pain to be there. things were just going way too good for too long - roommate moved out, passed a test, studied for said test, got a job, did lots of reading, beautiful weather.... it all comes at a price. always a price. good thing i was expecting it, although wasn't expecting this magnitude.

Not really feeling human sexuality class today, but then again not really feeling the test for the class on Wednesday either. I don't know how I'm gonna do on the Amer. hist. test because the majority of it is either short answer or essay. ARG! D:

Mer, i think i'll be ok, I aced that first quiz, but then again I did get to take it 3 times. Thanks BlackBoard. XD

Right. So it's the middle of the 4th week of school, and things have been going ok so far: I like my classes; my teachers are cool and pretty chill, which is quite a relief. Still jobless although i've been putting forth some serious effort. Fucking economy. I actually got an interview request from this ice cream shop that I've been going to earlier; quite happy about that.

Anyway, i actually have a strong liking for my Lit. class and professor, he's a pretty kool guy and i find that I don't really mind having multitudes of short stories to read everyday. Speaking of that, I have another - particularly lengthy - short story to read tonight. Well, morning.... for later on this morning. I should have went along with my first thought and read it Friday, I knew then that that wasn't going to happen, and that I'd be reading it ... now. I'm not too sure if he's going to give us a daily quiz or not, so it's best to be safe and try to read as much as possible now. I spent 3 hours looking over my notes and slides for my American Hist. class - that's right after my Lit class - and my brain is kinda dead.

Downloaded Jeffree Star's new album Cupcakes Taste Like Violence; so addicting, me loves. =3 I've also been getting back into R&B and hip hop, still not too keen on the radio, but my friends are rubbing off on me. I've also started listening to some country music, had an urge to listen to some after watching the Grammy's.

Right, so I went to the Krewe be Vieux parade saturday night. That was my first time going to that one, and I have to say that it was quite worth seeing lol. Defiantly earns the name "sex parade".

I'm also happy to note that i've started dreaming again, true they're still the random rampant dreams but i'm glad to have them back.

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The Puppy Bowl of course, but I have to say that this year's Super Bowl was quite a close one. lol Glad i didn't make any bets this year. XD

I laugh when I think back on the very few times that I've intentionally lifted something, laugh even harder when I remember the stuff that i never intended to lift. But anyway, the last thing that I remember lifting was this tube of fingernail polish. It was a new kinda thing, it looks like a tube of mascara and it has the brush attached to the end of it. To get the paint out you have to push down the other end of it and start painting away! BUT! I did not have $8 dollars to pay for the damn thing, especially since i saw it as being unreasonably overpriced. So I lifted it. Should i feel guilty for it? Yes. Do I? No, not really. I know that a few of my Karma points were knocked off, but I'm pretty sure that I've paid for them already. ...Yep, pretty sure.

This is my funny comfession. Laugh.

Of course, like the majority of society, I end up associating that phrase with something bad about to happen. Someone wants to give me some bad news or more than likely they want to discuss something I'd really rather not discuss. But then again, there have been the occurrences where the "I need to talk to you" has come bearing good news. Although, now that I try to recall it, I can't think of what it was.... Strange, you'd think that I'd remember something good, all I remember are the bad things. Sad...

So yea, it's 3AM and I just turned in 2 page paper that took me soooo fucking long to finish it was ridiculous. I spent the entire evening and night reading the script to Clerks and analyzing it out of the ass only to miss my fucking deadline buy 2 hours -- hell from what i've seen some haven't even turned theirs in. And what's more I haven't even started studying for the mammoth of a final for my Film Arts Class. Totally fucking amazing. I really hate the fact that I even took the few breaks that I did take. ARG!!

This college thing is totally kicking my ass, having to deal with the shit I have to put up with this here JUST to stay here, then having to deal with the fucking hurricane that's stirring up at home BECAUSE i'm going to school. What the fuck! My main problem is that I really need to start a game plan for FORCING my mother to see the fact that I'm damn-near 20 years old, and that that's too damn old to be sharing a room with a 15 year old.

I. Need. To. Move. Out.
Now.

ughh, i need to at least read over these damn notes before I go to get a few hours of sleep, if that.

Nuff said. For Now.

The so-called Thanksgiving "break" is pretty much over. We only got 2 days [Thursday and Friday] and the weekend off, which was a total rip off. The rest of the school systems got the entire week off, arg! just pisses me off. I got assigned some big ass assignments to do over our "break", but thanks to the primary parental unit fussing at me to come home for the break that we don't do ANYTHING for, I got no work done. I got back to campus Saturday morning and started working, not that I made much head way, but at least I started. Now tonight I'm basically scrambling to cram as much info from the 6 chapters of Film Arts that i can before 9:30 am Tuesday morning. It's so mind numbing!

Anyway, I skipped over the night of Saturday b/c i think it deserved it's own paragraph. Ok, so I know full well that The Bayou Classic is in full blast and of course traffic is a bitch and they're all wanting to go downtown -- Big whoop. The crew decided that they wanted to go to the mall -- The Esplanade Mall. In Kenner. A good 25 minutes away from campus. So opting to not ride in the other car, Lilli and I decide to take my car. They guys in the other car tell me that they only know to get there is the really long way, so they'd follow me on the interstate. that was backed up with the traffic of leaving football fans, so we take a shortcut. Now, lets take note that it's raining, been doing it all day. So up comes a red light, I stop, Ross [my friend following me] tries to. He hydroplanes and runs into my back bumper. "Fuck!" is my monologue. Thankfully there was no one hurt and neither was my car. So the next morning I go out to check on my bumper in the sunlight and I find that there are a few small scratches and that the paint has long cracks in it. "Fuck." is yet again my monologue for the day. Call my mom and uncle and smooth over the incident with them. Ugh.

Nuff said. For now.

Just finished eating McDonalds, and I have to say that i was not satisfied with the extra hair that was in with my french fries. I can't decide if it was a good thing or a bad thing that it was close to the bottom and i got to est most of them. Meh. Anyway. I just got back to campus about 2 hours ago. Spent an hour [a bit more actually] driving thru shitty rainy weather. Everybody [except Tyler] was still sleeping so i had nothing to do but to wander around the dorms. Ended up in the lounge watching Law and Order. Twas boring. So i remember that i'd brought that magazine for Montana, decided that i should bring it to him. Despite it being 10am, I thought he would be awake by now. Nope! I thought i could slip in and put it on his desk without waking him, but I think i made some sort of noise that woke him. Turns out he and the rest of the crew [that stayed] got drunk the night before and didn't go to sleep till 6 AM. He was a moot point for keeping me entertained, so I left to go back to my room to see if I could find something to motivate me to start my work.

The entire 2 days that I was at home I fell like I didn't get anything done; but then again whenever I do go home i can't concentrate on anything long enough for me to finish it. I'm pissed off and in a bad mood majority of the time and I couldn't really care less about skool work. Meh. See, now im getting in a bad mood just thinking about this shit.

Nuff said, for now.