So I'm more than sure that all my friends are worn out with me, bumming rides and all. Its already been a full week since my mom,s car that I was borrowing crapped out on me. So, today I was detertmined that I was gonna catch the bus to work - mainly because I'd forgotten to secure a ride last night.

The first bus that I caught, the driver was nice enough to tell me where all to go and what busses to catch seeing as that this was the first time I'd taken the bus - let alone by myself. The trip itself really wasn't that bad, not too crowded or anything and I liked riding and seeing parts of the city. All in all I got to work without getting lost or shanked, now I just have to figure out how I'm gonna get home FROM work...

Anyway gonna see how the rest of the day goes.

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've been: held at gun point thus getting my car and everything in it, wallet, and cell phone stolen. Had to take a 3 day hiatus to go back to BR to repla

ce items in wallet and cell phone. Borrowed my mom's car to get around to school and work, but yesterday it decided that it didnt want to work either. So

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So along with it being 1)a Tuesday and 2)pretty much the second month of classes, I am now officially jobless thanks to the shop shutting down and us employees only getting a weeks notice.... Yea, not all that awesome. Classes have been ok, really loving my sign language class, but not my drawing class as much as I expected I would (Damn thing is 3 hrs long).

Moving on the main topic of the day so far is the fucked up series of dreams I had last night. Every last one of them had the same discouraging tinge to it, one more-so than the others. I won't be going into details about it right now, but damn, with shit like that going on inside my head I don't need fucking competition or enemies!

Now for some people, something like this would make them work harder at what they're trying to achieve, yea, that doesn't really work the same way for me. I mean, yea I really should take on that attitude but.... last night made SO much sense! I hate to admit it but it really does. Idk, I guess I should at least attempt to, I really don't want to add another failure to the ever-growing list.

Well, yesterday - more like last night - my perception for today was to be a shitty day seeing as that I'd forgotten that I had a paper due in my Lit class directly after my 8am math test that i'd barely gotten half way thru studying for. One would think that I'd just BS the ppr when i got home from work, but that's REALLY hard to do when your laptop is out of commission, all your friends are asleep by the time you get off, and the campus library closes at the retarded time of 8pm. So I thought I was just gonna have to bite the bullet for this paper, but at least write down the note that i was going to use for it and finish studying for the math test.
I get off work round 11:15, chill with a friend till 2, THEN go study... lol yea real smart but I understood it all. This morning, I PWN! that 20 prob test, giving me a full hr to run to the library and with the help of another friend I manage to BS the shit out of that paper! lol sure i made it to class a few min late, but that a price i can deal with when getting full points for that whoile paper.
anyway, one more class to go, then the dinner pow-wow preparations.

Well seeing as that I've been regrettably neglecting with my comments on all of your posts, I've come up with a way for us to get reacquainted. You don't have to answer everything if you don't want, only things your comfortable with. ^_^

1. What's your name?
2. Favorite color? If you have one?
3. Where do you reside?
4. Veggie or Meat eater?
5. Do you have a pet?
6. Guilty pleasures?
7. Let me see your pretty face! post a picture! (only if you want)

And if you want to know anything about me, just ask what you like! ^_^

This is so awesome. I'm currently doing this update from my phone. That's right, my phone. LOL i love this! I was way overdue for a (legit) new cell and carrier, TMobile was getting on my nerves and Cingular had some nice offers that TMobile couldn't beat. At first i wanted to get the Pantec Matrix but after doing somemore research on what else they had to offer, i eneded up with the LG Xenon. So worth it. Moving on. It's the end off the semester and as much as i want to say the finals are kicking my ass, they're really not. The only classes that i really care for are english and human sexuality. Those are the ones thaty worry me.
Brandon and his band "Earth to Windmill" had it's debut gig at The Dragon's Den, unfortunately thanks to one shitty coworker, i ended up missing their set because i was at work, and a spent the shift damn near homicidial. But after i went to their aferpaty and had a good time.
So along with getting a slew (ok, i know i using the right worf that i want, but idk if that really the right spelling for this context...) of new Doctors, i'm figuring that i should just go ahead and tell them that they should get my vaccine ready cause with my luck i'll get a strain of the piggy flu that'll turn me into Pennelope (the movie) but ith the extra floppy ears. :^P All the hype that's surrounding this new developement is
Startoing to get a bit redicilous. there's even been talk in Egypt about killing and getting rid of all the pigs in the cointry. And then people over here are flipping their shit over it when in all actuality there's nothing too different from it than the normal flu. The only thing is, is that there's no vaccine for it yet. Hmm, ok maybe i should restate me statement, what i mean to say is that people are flipping put over the flu strain itself, and they're missing the point that there isn't a vaccine made for it. Long story short ,its getting annoying.
So since school's letting out, and they're kicking me out of my dorms, i'm going to be staying with my dad for the summer.

I've been working the entire week and I have to say that tomorrow and Friday is gonna be a much deserved off day. I just got back into the dorms a few minutes ago, I usually to the guy at the front desk who's always there when I come back from the night shift, but tonight I couldn't bare to stand up for too much longer. My legs, feet, and back are killing me. We were totally swamped with sorority girls, frat boys, and little kids - a good number of them were in cute blue tutus. Now there being a constant stream of people wanting food and yogurt is nothing new and I'm now used to dealing with it, what makes tonight different is that my manager's "new addition" to the building is causing so many problems. The new addition, is now canceling out the rest of the food menu so once all the food is gone we're not gonna replace it. So all these people come in wanting food and we can't give it to them cause we're missing the vast majority of the ingredients to make these dishes. ANYWAY!

I'm more than hoping that I'll be able to get some sleep tonight, seeing as that i haven't been getting too much sleep the past few nights. I don't really know what it is that's keeping me awake. I thought it was stress at first; what with mom being diagnosed with a strain of MSRA staph and she being Gramps' main caretaker, I am a bit worried about the both of them, but compared to past reactions, I'm quite calm about this situation. Then I thought it had to do with school work or something related to that, but aside from my english midterm that i took a little over a week ago, I can't recall being worried about anything. Then there was February. Haven't really been thinking on it too much lately, but I don't really think that would be a cause. Ugh. I'm tired of all this thinking it's giving me a headache.

lol oh yea, still on my Dr. Who binge, he's so totally worth my time. XD I'm almost done with the 3rd season and i found out yesterday who the 11th Dr. is gonna be. The bloke named Matt Smith, he's gonna be the youngest ever Doctor at 26 years old. Cute too! XDD He's gonna be taking over David Tennant's role come 2010; Tenneant's gonna be doing 4 specials this year, so I can't wait to get my hands on those!

But anyway, nuff said. For now.

So I wached the new trailers for Transformers: Revenge and Dragonball Evolution. I've been expecting the awesome graphics thats come from the first Transformers movie, but in my opinion Michael Bay is gonna make this one fucking awesome. Definately going to see this one on opening night...hopefully without police accompaniment. As for Dragonball... *sigh*, ok I've been hearing more than a good number of people complaining about just about everything about this movie. True, I have a few things that I'm upset about concerning this movie, but yes they are justtified. Now, I'm not knocking everyone elses complaints, but yes, some of them are quite ridiculous. Anyway, I've spent the past 8 years following the plans and ideas that they've come up with when the notion of this anime as a live-action. Yeah, 8 years does sound like a long time to follow something as trivial as this, but tell a Star Trek or Star Wars fanatic not to pay attention to anything dealing with their the object of their attentions.

The main things that stand out with this movie, is the most important and obvious: Goku is Canadian. Brown harir, green eyes. Not asian. Of ALL the cast that should have asian, this is the one character that should have been asian. But oh well, as long as he doesn't fuck anything up that's all I have to say. Chow Yun-Fat is cast as Master Roshi. I don't know if it's just me or not but when I hear Master Roshi, the loveable stooped old pervert, action fighting actor Chow Yun-Fat does NOT come to mind. So why has this been done? Sure whoever is to play this role they need to know how to hold thier own during a fight, but at least get someone who's closer to body build. If anything, they should have gotten Randall Duk Kim to do this role instead of Grampa Gohan, he did a pretty good job in Matrix: Path of Neo as the Keymaker. Piccolo was actually done pretty well; tall, gruff voice, green, bald... sans the antenna. The antenna is a small price to pay for an accurate character.

I am HIGHLY upset that I have yet to see my one of my favorite characters on the cast list, Krillin. WHERE THE HELL IS KRILLIN!!!

Well, now that I'm done with that, i'm tired, i don't think i did so well on my english midterm. I also have to go to work which is gonna suck cause I'm already echausted.

I really want this situation to be resolved. There have been resolutions that i've come up with, most of which aren't all that appealing [then again, when are decisions made for unpleasant situations appealing?]. So far the one that I can see myself agreeing on, is the one I don't want to do the most. I was talking to Brandon the other night, and it basically came down to just saying fuck it. Fuck it all, and just let it go. But that's where my problems lie, I can't just say fuck it, i can't just leave it alone; it's not within my nature nor within my current interest [contrary to other's opinions].

This is basically the essential definition of my life [that and musical diversity heh]. This is why my life isn't simple, why it can never be simple.

I really shouldn't be left alone to my thoughts, they usually end up being my worst enemy.

oh yeah, work is fun, a little kid dropped a duce in our single use restroom. The toilet is permanently out of order.

I woke this morning utterly awake, unable to go back to sleep for a few more minute like a usually do. staring at the wall, i decided to try to recall what my dream was about; something about hanging out with someone that looked really close to being Obama. I find this odd, i'm not really one to join in on the Obama-mania that running rampant right now, so why?
Then I remembered i basically came up with an entire script in one dream, and now as i sit here typing this, i can't recall what it was. This saddens me. It was really intricate, well laid out with all the right complications that I like to throw in, but now it's all lost to oblivion.

awesome.

Ugh, I was supposed post this yesterday (but I got really busy) and then last night (but I got really tired), and even this morning before I left for work (by then I was just too sluggish). But I'm back in my comfy room, it was seriously a long day... well no not really, I take that back. It actually went pretty quick now that I think about it. Work got off to a bit of a rocky start, the night crew didn't do anything they were supposed to do, so me and another coworker had to rush to try to get most things done before any customers came in. We were also missing an employee who "called in sick" -- seriously, who sends an email as a replacement for a phone call at the very last minute -- so I was by myself on the register. I handled it pretty well, managed not to screw anything up (amazingly). Otherwise it went pretty slow. My manager bought a king cake for us and -- of course -- I had a leg and an arm sticking out of mine.
I was amazed at the size of the baby and my first reaction was "That's a frickin toddler!" My manager comes up behind me and says "well then, looks like you're buying us 2 cakes then." It's was quite funny.

Yesterday was kind of retarded, I finally saw the video for the song "I'm on a boat" I happily laughed. I also found out that the packages that I'd been waiting for for about a month, has been sitting at the campus post office since the end of January, WTF! It took me walking over there to chew them out for them to tell me that they'd had my packages since they'd came in cause their computer had been down since January, and that's why I hadn't gotten any pick up slips in my P.O. Box. So i got my new cell and the text books that I'd been waiting 2 months for, so that's ok.

I've got to drive to BR tomorrow after my classes and then come back down here to be at work on time the next day. Not all that pleased about this set up.

It's Single's Awareness Day. It's another day. It's raining. I've got work.

I never liked it to begin with, ever since I was little. Sure some may think that I'm a bitter person because of today, but no, those who've known me longest know that I don't like this holiday [and that I seriously don't like pink. purple yes, no pink]. I've noticed in the past few years that it's always around this time of year that I get highly annoyed with just the sun coming up [which has actually been happening the past few weeks], so walking down the street, seeing couples going out of their way to put on as much PDA without having full on sex, is going to annoy the fucking hell out of me. I can agree with the couples that prefer to keep it to the bare minimums, expressing themselves with privacy, and even more so with those that prefer not to do anything because yes, it's really just another day. It annoys me even more when others accuse me of not liking it JUST because I don't have a significant other, WTF?

Whatever. Have a good day people.

Right, so it's looking like one of those days where you're scared to walk out of the house for fear of the sky just unzipping and dumping a shitload of rain down on you. But double checking weather.com I saw that there's a really low chance of it raining while I'm out going to classes. So I think I'll be ok.

I'm still trying to decide what day I'm going to make the hour and a half long trip home, cause I've got off from work till...well, tomorrow. But after sunday I've got 3 days off so I think I'll go monday. Meh.

Speaking of work, I've decided that I'm pretty much addicted to my new place of employment, and amazingly enough the customers are tolerable .... for now; I'll enjoy it for now. I get to make milkshakes, smoothies, and bubble tea all day while enjoying the company of some pretty kool co-workers.

Anyway, I've got Human Sexuality in about an hour, haven't really paid attention in about 2 class, but I'm pretty sure that I'm well coevered with just the power point.

Nuff said, for now.

There's music coming from the room that's directly above me. I don't yet know if it's the people who live there that are playing or if they're playing a stereo.... I'm thinking it's them playing themselves. I hope so. They sound really good.

Heh, I'm going to slip a note under their door in a few minutes. =3 I want to hear more of what they have.

why do keep trying? i should really just give up. it's been proven repeatedly that nothing, nothing at all will come of my efforts. every time. i swear to God every time, it ends in me bleeding all over the floor. every fucking time. 3rd time's the charm, my ass. fuck that. i know there's no need for me weather i like it or not. i knew this already. no matter what or how much i change, it's always going to turn out the same. well, no that's not true, it usually hurts more than the one before. that's what i can expect. i can expect the pain. can always depend on the pain to be there. things were just going way too good for too long - roommate moved out, passed a test, studied for said test, got a job, did lots of reading, beautiful weather.... it all comes at a price. always a price. good thing i was expecting it, although wasn't expecting this magnitude.